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La CST's newsletter ouaiiiiis. \o/

So, déjà que par le passé, je mettais ce blog à jour tous les 36 du mois environ, ça ne risque pas de tellement s'arranger maintenant que je vis principalement à Lille, et sans Internet (paie ta VDM). Mais nan ho, je déconne, je suis juste aigrie (un peu plus que d'habitude, j'entends) car mon PC est en rade, donc mon lecteur DVD-DiVx chéri aussi, par la même occasion. Gwâââââââââârgh !!!
J'attends donc ma récompense pour mes heures de dur labeur au Grand Palais, 340 euros - EH OUAIS, rien que ça - pour filer dans un magasin d'électro-ménager et repartir avec un lecteur DVD-DiVx (oui DiVx, j'y tiens) sous le bras. Et un mini-four. Pour les pizzas. Et les soirées Kaamelott.

Voilà, c'était pas super passionnant, mais c'est normal, c'est ma vie. T'attendais quoi ?
Tu prends l'apéro ?

Bon allez, je fais un effort gratuit, aujourd'hui... (Et gratuit, s'pas ker hein ?)
Comme tout le monde, j'ai donc repris les cours, il fallait bien que ça arrive un jour me glisse-t-on dans l'oreillette. Va mourir. Donc, pauvre CST peine sur du grec ancien et du latin EH OUAIS, trop la classe, et pour se faire (mieux que l'année dernière si possible me glisse-t-on dans l'oreillette, va crever) s'est installée à LILLE. Et aussi un petit peu pour arrêter de moisir dans le village-où-qu'on-sait-pas-comment-ça-s'écrit-globalement-comme-ça-s'éternue.

Je rends l'antenne avec consternation : au cas où vous en douteriez encore, vous avez bien grâce à cet article la confirmation de ma schizophrénie aigue.

Faussement solitaire.
N'a pas envie de s'avouer qu'elle a besoin de la présence de certaines personnes dans sa vie.

Je crains ouais, et ta soeur ? ><

Sucker love

Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up, our passion's spent
My heart's a tart, your body's rent
My body's broken, yours is bent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you

Sucker love a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you

Every me and every you
Every me

Sucker love who's known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you

Every me and every you
Every me
Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here, but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you

Every me and every you
Every me
Every me and every you
Every me
Every me and every you
Every me...

Découvrez Placebo!

Awake.

It is half past eight, AM.
I want to sleep just a bit more, because you dwell into my dreams. I wanna fall back to that moment when I felt your sweet-tasting lips touching my skin, just here, between my neck and shoulder. Wanna feel your warm breath again, and your hair softly caressing my cheek. And if I could just take your strong hands and put them around my weist, as if it was the only thing I needed ; as it is all I'll ever need. I wish to catch your eyes looking at me again, and to taste your skin.
But I'm awake now, and you're gone. I will have to wait until tomorrow, half past eight, to get this strange feeling again that you have been there, next to me, touching my heart and disturbing my senses, making my hands look for your naked body lying in my sheets ; while you have not.
I'll keep chasing you every night, because these dreams are the best thing that could ever happen to me, reminding me of you, while I'm away.

I'll tell the truth, all of my songs
Are pretty much the fucking same
I'm not a faerie but I need
More than this life so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn't for the world
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I don't want to be a legend
Oh well that's a god damned lie - I do
To say I do this for the people
I admit is hardly true
You tell me everything's all right
As though it's something you've been through
You think this torment is romantic
Well it's not except to you
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

Low tide and high tea
The oysters are waiting for me
If I'm not there on time
I'll send my emissary
If I photoshop you
Out of every picture I could
Go quietly quiet
But would that do any good
Will it hurt ? No it won't
Then what am I so afraid of
Filthy victorians
They made me what I'm made of
The brighter the light
The darker the shadow
I don't need a minder
I've made up my mind
Go away

Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown.





It's a sunny day in heaven
And no one is around
To open the gates
And I'm waiting for you
My fairweather friend
Absent in the end
Absent in the end
The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I'm sure about
Is that you won't be anywhere around me when I fall
I'd like to think I wouldn't die for you, but you know I would
'Cause that's the fool I am
And that's the rule you bend
Absent in the end
My fairweather friend

The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I'm sure about
Is that you won't be anywhere around me when I fall
I'd like to think I wouldn't die for you, but you know I would
'Cause that's the fool I am
And that's the rule you bend
Absent in the end
My fairweather friend

My fairweather friend

It's a sunny day in heaven.

EA - John Everett Millais - Oleg Dou.

1) Je fais rire les gens.

To be continued... ?

Teletubbies en corset...


I SAY I DON'T WANNA BE CUTE ANYMORE,
I'M SO FUCKING WHORE.
YEAH BABY YEAH.

( breathe, breathe )

Apprendre à économiser, comme une grande.
Apprendre à conduire, comme une grande.
Apprendre à faire l'amour, comme une grande.
Apprendre à réaliser mes rêves, comme une grande.
Apprendre à affirmer mes choix, comme une grande.
Apprendre à montrer ma vraie personnalité, comme une grande.

Apprendre à redevenir insouciante comme une gamine ;
comme une grande...